Walking down the road less traveled.
& I’m not ready.
I’m still trying to find a summer guiding job. I have a few options, but I can’t decide which I should do.
Ugh. Decision making.
How my feelings melt away like snow in the sun.
How the magic melts away to reveal the elements of the earth.
The composition of the soul.
What did I see was I blinded by the beauty of a winter’s day?
Or is it beautiful because of what I have inside of me?
So snow melts and washes away anything that might have been.
& then comes the rain.
I’m baptized in the cold ice that falls down.
It washes away the doubt. The unreturned affection,
I’m left cold, clean,
A blank slate.
& snow falls.
It’s a new dawn.
A beautiful day for what I see in me.
Henry David Thoreau (via purplebuddhaproject)
Spent the evening having beverages with K. & engaging in much needed girl talk.
Then went to hang out with B & the crew and ended up at impromptu band practice. I like to sing along. :)
Interesting how things play out & change. How friends become people and people become friends.
I wonder if he falls asleep saying my name.